How could you insult me?l

You, You, How could you insult me? You know , I know, everybody else know I did not do anything to hurt anybody. I am not stupid,you should know that!

I help you guys goes to bank, post office, rent house, dentist, translate letters .....

because you can't use English,because you are Chinese and I am Chinese born, so I Always try my best to help you.

How could you insult me? I am friendly not because i Owe you guys something. I just feel I have the responsibility to help anyone that needs my help.

I turned away from you portend i didn't hear anything. Not because i am cowed.
I just don't want to get you and I in trouble. Specially you! You still want to apply for the Permanent resident visa, don't you?
If I am kicking a big fuss on that, what will happen?

Yes, that is me again. Swallows all sorts hurts. Do you know when i turns away from you, the same time I could my heart cracking. That sharp pain, stings me all the night.

Now, I am sit here, tears dropping on my key board.
I know tonight i have to asleep with my tears. Curl my self up, recover my heart from the cracking.