when the election time,somebody ask me, who are you go on to vote?
I said:" Kevin Rudd.
Reason: Howard already there long enough, what he can do, what he can't do already have enough time for him to show us.
But Kevin Rudd, is new. We don't know about his ability, so give him a chance to show. only two way, worse or better.
Now more then a year later, I think easy to say with a math
His ability is X, his vigorous is X the result is -Z.
He doesn't have the ability to organize, he doesn't put 100% of his vigorous for Australia citizens.
he more like to visiting other country, he more like to talk some globe problems then the things under his feet. He likes sing high notes.
Globe problems are our problems, they are close to us but in the same way they are far away.
First fix your own country like establish your own home then you open the door try to helping the problems at your front gate, then the street, then the world......
Kevin Rudd,Warm your chair not from the friends from the world, is is supporting form Australians.
So result is X+Y=-Z
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Saturday, August 15, 2009
posion 5
“Do they take revenge on you for what you did? As they think Brenda and her baby are evildoers and you saved them, turn all the horse and the entire livestock running lose. And Brenda even came back killed the Chief. “As the story come to this point, Wuma very worried.
“No, they didn’t!” Wuna tighter the quilt.
“How could they did not? I would think that man witch wouldn’t.”
“SAMAN? Even he does, but he couldn’t! Because I cutoff his tongue by the following night. Beside my family ancestors were relatives to the empire. In Mongolia, we not suppose to marry the person from same tribe. My parents and Bate’s parents arrange our marriage because my family came from another tribe. We came here, because my granddad was got big land from the empire’s special offer. So my family has very high authority in this tribe.”
“Who is my dad’s mother?”
“Victoria! “
“Victoria?”
“Yes, Victoria!”
“How? Where are they? Victoria and Gail?”
“After Brenda and her baby died, bate been killed by her as well. The whole tribe was in a very gloomy. The next thing is have to get a new chief. In aproper sequence Bate’s younger brother Badun Should be the chief, but he hasn’t confidence to take the duty. So the tribe leave as that, want to have sometimes to thinking and get more organize. I stayed with my parents. Time go pass by, winter arrived our land. One afternoon, another foreign lady came in with a very new baby. Yes, that was Victoria.” Wuna nods her head to her granddaughter wuma.
“She begged me take the baby. When I asking ‘why?’ She was shocked. I told her I learnt little bit of English when I was child, when playing with bate, he taught me. When Bate arrive here, he can’t speak any our language, except English. I am the one play with him, taught him Mongolian, although I was only 5 years old. Victoria Told me that her husband Gail has been captured by the Japanese. The motel lady pass the message to her, tell her ‘run, run….’ Victoria wraps her new born baby, found some cart drive came this way. So she get here looking for Brenda. But Brenda died. She remembers that Brenda had talked about me. Now she is here looking for help from Me.’ where are you going then?’ I asked.”
“I need find a way to rescue Gail. He was only get out the motel to buy some milk for our baby. “Victoria cried.” We should have go to the west, because I was pregnant, that what made us stay. That motel lady has been killed by the Japanese. I guess because she let I ran away. Please take my baby; I haven’t got anybody except you. I need go back find Gail, rescue him. Please.” Victoria keeps begging.
“I took the baby. When I ask Victoria stay for the night. She refused. I told her is too dangerous travel at the night. So many hunger woofs. If she gets lost in this empty land, she will be freeze to ice block. Maybe before get freeze, the woofs will get her. But she was in a big worry about her husband. She persists to go. All I can do is give her my horse, some dried meat, a bag of water and my long dagger. Some fire material. As I send her out the tribe camping land , I urge her to stay again. She jump on the horse said after she find Gail, get him out from the Japanese, they will come back to me get the baby.
But she didn’t make out. When the snow all thawed, someone found her cloths. I know is hers, because I remember the white lacy and my dagger. I have this foreign baby with me, make my situation very difficult. Also I can’t guarantee that they wouldn’t do the same to me as they did Brenda and her baby. So I took Benda’s passport and the baby, gone to Australia. Before I leave here, I plant those two trees for Brenda and Victoria. These two women have left very deep marks in this land.
As you know now, I told the Australia government that Brenda died after give birth to this baby. That baby is your dad.” Wuna turned her face to Wuma.
“Dose My dad knows about this? You raise Dad up and well educated him. Now he is a professor. You raise me up as well. Nan, You done all these to a strange baby has nothing to do with your blood relationship. 5 years ago, you came back here, because you think if any chance Gail survived, he will come here looking for his son. Is that right? Nan!” Wuma could not stop her tears.
“I have done my jenny.” Wuna said then she closed her eyes. Her hand stopped stroking Wuma’s hair.
“Nan!” Wuma whispered. She knew her Nan has past away. She gentle let her Nan laying down, try to make her looks as comfort as possible, then she pull the quilt up to her Nan’s neck. She looked her Nan said “If the entire world collapsed from cruel blood, if only one person will stand up, then it will be a woman, a mother!”
Wuma slipping herself into the quilt, hugged her Nan tightly; “It is my turn to plant a tree, tomorrow.” She said.
Poison has been complete.
“No, they didn’t!” Wuna tighter the quilt.
“How could they did not? I would think that man witch wouldn’t.”
“SAMAN? Even he does, but he couldn’t! Because I cutoff his tongue by the following night. Beside my family ancestors were relatives to the empire. In Mongolia, we not suppose to marry the person from same tribe. My parents and Bate’s parents arrange our marriage because my family came from another tribe. We came here, because my granddad was got big land from the empire’s special offer. So my family has very high authority in this tribe.”
“Who is my dad’s mother?”
“Victoria! “
“Victoria?”
“Yes, Victoria!”
“How? Where are they? Victoria and Gail?”
“After Brenda and her baby died, bate been killed by her as well. The whole tribe was in a very gloomy. The next thing is have to get a new chief. In aproper sequence Bate’s younger brother Badun Should be the chief, but he hasn’t confidence to take the duty. So the tribe leave as that, want to have sometimes to thinking and get more organize. I stayed with my parents. Time go pass by, winter arrived our land. One afternoon, another foreign lady came in with a very new baby. Yes, that was Victoria.” Wuna nods her head to her granddaughter wuma.
“She begged me take the baby. When I asking ‘why?’ She was shocked. I told her I learnt little bit of English when I was child, when playing with bate, he taught me. When Bate arrive here, he can’t speak any our language, except English. I am the one play with him, taught him Mongolian, although I was only 5 years old. Victoria Told me that her husband Gail has been captured by the Japanese. The motel lady pass the message to her, tell her ‘run, run….’ Victoria wraps her new born baby, found some cart drive came this way. So she get here looking for Brenda. But Brenda died. She remembers that Brenda had talked about me. Now she is here looking for help from Me.’ where are you going then?’ I asked.”
“I need find a way to rescue Gail. He was only get out the motel to buy some milk for our baby. “Victoria cried.” We should have go to the west, because I was pregnant, that what made us stay. That motel lady has been killed by the Japanese. I guess because she let I ran away. Please take my baby; I haven’t got anybody except you. I need go back find Gail, rescue him. Please.” Victoria keeps begging.
“I took the baby. When I ask Victoria stay for the night. She refused. I told her is too dangerous travel at the night. So many hunger woofs. If she gets lost in this empty land, she will be freeze to ice block. Maybe before get freeze, the woofs will get her. But she was in a big worry about her husband. She persists to go. All I can do is give her my horse, some dried meat, a bag of water and my long dagger. Some fire material. As I send her out the tribe camping land , I urge her to stay again. She jump on the horse said after she find Gail, get him out from the Japanese, they will come back to me get the baby.
But she didn’t make out. When the snow all thawed, someone found her cloths. I know is hers, because I remember the white lacy and my dagger. I have this foreign baby with me, make my situation very difficult. Also I can’t guarantee that they wouldn’t do the same to me as they did Brenda and her baby. So I took Benda’s passport and the baby, gone to Australia. Before I leave here, I plant those two trees for Brenda and Victoria. These two women have left very deep marks in this land.
As you know now, I told the Australia government that Brenda died after give birth to this baby. That baby is your dad.” Wuna turned her face to Wuma.
“Dose My dad knows about this? You raise Dad up and well educated him. Now he is a professor. You raise me up as well. Nan, You done all these to a strange baby has nothing to do with your blood relationship. 5 years ago, you came back here, because you think if any chance Gail survived, he will come here looking for his son. Is that right? Nan!” Wuma could not stop her tears.
“I have done my jenny.” Wuna said then she closed her eyes. Her hand stopped stroking Wuma’s hair.
“Nan!” Wuma whispered. She knew her Nan has past away. She gentle let her Nan laying down, try to make her looks as comfort as possible, then she pull the quilt up to her Nan’s neck. She looked her Nan said “If the entire world collapsed from cruel blood, if only one person will stand up, then it will be a woman, a mother!”
Wuma slipping herself into the quilt, hugged her Nan tightly; “It is my turn to plant a tree, tomorrow.” She said.
Poison has been complete.
posion 4
The fire burning, that man witch praying, the whole tribe praying. Brenda tried so hard not let herself fall unconscious again. She wants to remember all this, remember every single face of them, she want to remember Bate. She wants to get revenge!
She does believe that her will power will not disappear even cross this life –death line.
In that case she did the best to remember how the fire burning her……
Suddenly, there is loud galloping sound from many horses, with mie---mie sounds from lots goats. The ground is shaking, the world is swirling….
“It is our horses…. and ….and our goats….. Sheep….” Many of them shutting, then all run over to the sounds.
“Get on the horse, now!” Wuna ride on a horse and along another horse with her. She cut off the rope which hanging Brenda.
“Quick! Now! Alright, I going pull you, give me your hand. Ok, Now!....”
After been roll on the ground, she been dropped off when wuna cut off the rope, one of her knees must be crutched, she could not claim up to the horse back, her wrists ,along her hands, her body are numb.
“Here, come on, hold the horse hair,….try put this foot in…. ok…. Please be hurry….
There …. There…. Ok, this rope makes sure you will not fall off……”wuna wrap Brenda on the saddle. Then she jumps on another horse. She whistled, the horse galloping their way.
After a long night run, Brenda soaking in wet. Wuna give another quite, soft whistle, two horses slowing down,then stop. Wuna get off the horse walks to Brenda.
“Hurtting?” Wuna asked.
Brenda nods her head.
“The baby will coming, you are bleeding.” Wuna helped Brenda get off.
Brenda is unconscious now, she doesn’t know after the long hours struggle, she have a purple colored dead son.
Wuna stopped talking, wuma, crawling to her nan, deep her head in her nan’s chest. There is silence but the winds roaring whistling outside yurt.
“So, my dad’s mother not Brenda at all? Then who is?” Wuma life her face to her nan.
“No, Brenda is not your dad's mother. Brenda’s son dead before born.” Wuna stroking wuma’s hair.
“As Brenda woke up…..” Wuna continued after wuma add more menus into the fire.
Brenda hold her baby, she didn’t say a word. She just holds him very tight with her eyes closed. Wuna sit next to her, don’t know what to do.
“Help me get on the horse, please.” Brenda whispered. She has been gathering all her energy for the last two hours.
Wuna chased Brenda all the way back to the tribe. It was so quiet; everybody must be still chasing the horses, goats, and sheep. Brenda stopped at front of Bate’s yurt. She rolls off the saddle. Hold her baby walked into the yurt. Wuna could hear that bate was playing the fiddle, singing very sorrow.
“Bate; come have a look at your son.” Brenda said to astonished Bate.
Bate put his fiddle, bend over try to take the baby, but he is fell off very slowly with his eyes wide open. Brenda had stabbed him from under his belly right up to his heart. When he was bend over tried to take the baby, Brenda had pull off his long dagger from his boot, hen stabbed him.
“I am sorry, son. This is what the best I can do. Mum will not let you along on your way.” She closed her eyes, past away with holding her baby.
She does believe that her will power will not disappear even cross this life –death line.
In that case she did the best to remember how the fire burning her……
Suddenly, there is loud galloping sound from many horses, with mie---mie sounds from lots goats. The ground is shaking, the world is swirling….
“It is our horses…. and ….and our goats….. Sheep….” Many of them shutting, then all run over to the sounds.
“Get on the horse, now!” Wuna ride on a horse and along another horse with her. She cut off the rope which hanging Brenda.
“Quick! Now! Alright, I going pull you, give me your hand. Ok, Now!....”
After been roll on the ground, she been dropped off when wuna cut off the rope, one of her knees must be crutched, she could not claim up to the horse back, her wrists ,along her hands, her body are numb.
“Here, come on, hold the horse hair,….try put this foot in…. ok…. Please be hurry….
There …. There…. Ok, this rope makes sure you will not fall off……”wuna wrap Brenda on the saddle. Then she jumps on another horse. She whistled, the horse galloping their way.
After a long night run, Brenda soaking in wet. Wuna give another quite, soft whistle, two horses slowing down,then stop. Wuna get off the horse walks to Brenda.
“Hurtting?” Wuna asked.
Brenda nods her head.
“The baby will coming, you are bleeding.” Wuna helped Brenda get off.
Brenda is unconscious now, she doesn’t know after the long hours struggle, she have a purple colored dead son.
Wuna stopped talking, wuma, crawling to her nan, deep her head in her nan’s chest. There is silence but the winds roaring whistling outside yurt.
“So, my dad’s mother not Brenda at all? Then who is?” Wuma life her face to her nan.
“No, Brenda is not your dad's mother. Brenda’s son dead before born.” Wuna stroking wuma’s hair.
“As Brenda woke up…..” Wuna continued after wuma add more menus into the fire.
Brenda hold her baby, she didn’t say a word. She just holds him very tight with her eyes closed. Wuna sit next to her, don’t know what to do.
“Help me get on the horse, please.” Brenda whispered. She has been gathering all her energy for the last two hours.
Wuna chased Brenda all the way back to the tribe. It was so quiet; everybody must be still chasing the horses, goats, and sheep. Brenda stopped at front of Bate’s yurt. She rolls off the saddle. Hold her baby walked into the yurt. Wuna could hear that bate was playing the fiddle, singing very sorrow.
“Bate; come have a look at your son.” Brenda said to astonished Bate.
Bate put his fiddle, bend over try to take the baby, but he is fell off very slowly with his eyes wide open. Brenda had stabbed him from under his belly right up to his heart. When he was bend over tried to take the baby, Brenda had pull off his long dagger from his boot, hen stabbed him.
“I am sorry, son. This is what the best I can do. Mum will not let you along on your way.” She closed her eyes, past away with holding her baby.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
posion 3
Brenda decide she have to do back to the grassland. She told Victoria and Gail.
“Where are you two plain to go?”
“We don’t know yet. We can’t stay here for sure, because the Japanese firing with the USSR. Maybe we will go to the far west of China, safer for us as we are looking as same as the Russian” Gail said quietly.
“I should ask you come with me, but I am not sure I will be accept by them.” Brenda said.
“It is alright. We will be fine.” Victoria comes give Brenda a big hug whisper at her ears:” Take care of yourself and the baby, wish we will see each other again.”
“Thank you, you too.” Brenda said with tears.
Brenda is back.
“That foreign woman is back!” The message flies all over the tribe.
“Hi, I am back. I can’t go back to my country, I am pregnant and there is war everywhere. I have to stay for the baby.”
“You can stay.” Bate said very heavy.
“Did you marry that girl?” Brenda ask:” I hope not cause you too much trouble.”
“No, I am the chief now, my father died. I can’t get married for another two or three year, you could stay the yurt next to the lake. It was my dad’s third wife’s yurt. She is dead long time ago.”
He even didn’t ask about the baby at all.
Time fly by, now is third summer since Brenda came to this grassland. Her belly like a big balloon, look like could pop any time.
“Won’t be long, one more month I will see my baby.” Brenda feels so happy. Even after last winter’s big blizzard, this summer’s hail, the tribe had loose most of the heard, but Brenda’s world still soaking in happiness.
Brenda don’t know the SAMAN(man witch) and the whole tribe gathering Bate’s yurt.
“Bate, that foreign woman and her baby are evildoers. Sine her came here, from the blizzard and the hail, we lost most our sheep. Why? Because she is a evildoer so do the baby she carrying. The god anger with us, anger that we let the evildoers stay with us. I said this since the blizzard. But you won’t listen. This year the hail …
Does anybody remember we have these kind catastrophes? No! Our land always peaceful, since that foreign woman came. We never had a relaxing day. Now is blizzard, hail, who knows what will be next. It is the time we use our rules, it is the time you start protect your people. You are the chief after all.”
“It is the time….” Others say.
Bate looked his people, his men. He knows he have no choice, this is not the first time they force him. But this will be the last time. He only has simply say yes. They will do the rest: hang Brenda put fire under her, burn her.
Or another way, he say no to this, then the whole tribe will kill him with slowly stab him one at the time. He can’t simply send her away like last time. Because they need Brenda to hold a memorial ceremony for the god. Specially after the catastrophes.
When the whole tribe people pushed into her yurt, Brenda was sewing a small coat for her baby.
At the evening, Brenda had been hanging up long time; she was screaming for help from bate. She didn’t get any response. She even didn’t see him.
After the ceremony, then that man witch start talking. Brenda had given up. After hours pleased, crying, swearing, she is terrified to unconscious.
She wakes by the hot under her fire. She know now is time to say bye -bye to this
World.
She screams:” No, No, I don’t want to die now. God, god< did you hear me? Please just give me another month, let me finish my job to my baby. Please God! Please….”
“Where are you two plain to go?”
“We don’t know yet. We can’t stay here for sure, because the Japanese firing with the USSR. Maybe we will go to the far west of China, safer for us as we are looking as same as the Russian” Gail said quietly.
“I should ask you come with me, but I am not sure I will be accept by them.” Brenda said.
“It is alright. We will be fine.” Victoria comes give Brenda a big hug whisper at her ears:” Take care of yourself and the baby, wish we will see each other again.”
“Thank you, you too.” Brenda said with tears.
Brenda is back.
“That foreign woman is back!” The message flies all over the tribe.
“Hi, I am back. I can’t go back to my country, I am pregnant and there is war everywhere. I have to stay for the baby.”
“You can stay.” Bate said very heavy.
“Did you marry that girl?” Brenda ask:” I hope not cause you too much trouble.”
“No, I am the chief now, my father died. I can’t get married for another two or three year, you could stay the yurt next to the lake. It was my dad’s third wife’s yurt. She is dead long time ago.”
He even didn’t ask about the baby at all.
Time fly by, now is third summer since Brenda came to this grassland. Her belly like a big balloon, look like could pop any time.
“Won’t be long, one more month I will see my baby.” Brenda feels so happy. Even after last winter’s big blizzard, this summer’s hail, the tribe had loose most of the heard, but Brenda’s world still soaking in happiness.
Brenda don’t know the SAMAN(man witch) and the whole tribe gathering Bate’s yurt.
“Bate, that foreign woman and her baby are evildoers. Sine her came here, from the blizzard and the hail, we lost most our sheep. Why? Because she is a evildoer so do the baby she carrying. The god anger with us, anger that we let the evildoers stay with us. I said this since the blizzard. But you won’t listen. This year the hail …
Does anybody remember we have these kind catastrophes? No! Our land always peaceful, since that foreign woman came. We never had a relaxing day. Now is blizzard, hail, who knows what will be next. It is the time we use our rules, it is the time you start protect your people. You are the chief after all.”
“It is the time….” Others say.
Bate looked his people, his men. He knows he have no choice, this is not the first time they force him. But this will be the last time. He only has simply say yes. They will do the rest: hang Brenda put fire under her, burn her.
Or another way, he say no to this, then the whole tribe will kill him with slowly stab him one at the time. He can’t simply send her away like last time. Because they need Brenda to hold a memorial ceremony for the god. Specially after the catastrophes.
When the whole tribe people pushed into her yurt, Brenda was sewing a small coat for her baby.
At the evening, Brenda had been hanging up long time; she was screaming for help from bate. She didn’t get any response. She even didn’t see him.
After the ceremony, then that man witch start talking. Brenda had given up. After hours pleased, crying, swearing, she is terrified to unconscious.
She wakes by the hot under her fire. She know now is time to say bye -bye to this
World.
She screams:” No, No, I don’t want to die now. God, god< did you hear me? Please just give me another month, let me finish my job to my baby. Please God! Please….”
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Accept with respect
Must be fate made us met
I got the message from your eyes
I sense the cold and detached
from your gesture
Can not blame you
if i am in your shoes
I would do the same
close your heart
because I am a looking different to you
But I will leave my heart open
that you could step in any time
If you feel so
Isolating only make the gap wider
we need a chance to show each other
That we are not allies to each other
wrap off the sympathize
warp off the deign
Let's be objectivity
Get our arms open
Then hearts will be open
Next our eyes will shine with
accept and respect
I got the message from your eyes
I sense the cold and detached
from your gesture
Can not blame you
if i am in your shoes
I would do the same
close your heart
because I am a looking different to you
But I will leave my heart open
that you could step in any time
If you feel so
Isolating only make the gap wider
we need a chance to show each other
That we are not allies to each other
wrap off the sympathize
warp off the deign
Let's be objectivity
Get our arms open
Then hearts will be open
Next our eyes will shine with
accept and respect
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